September 8th, 2024
Mark 5:25~34
"The love that flows through the edge of a garment"
What does the word “hopeless” mean to you? It literally means “there is no hope.” Many people feel hopeless because of financial problems, some feel hopeless because of their health, some because of their children, some because of relationships with others, and so on. There are many reasons and causes for us to feel hopeless. Some have felt hopeless because Yu Shi Min died. When it seems impossible to find the solution, we often feel hopeless.
Today, we will look through the life of a woman, and see how God changed her life from hopeless to hopeful.
Let us take a look at her situation.
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She has been bleeding for twelve years.
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Physical suffering – think of cold or covid
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Emotional suffering – as a woman, we can’t even imagine what she had to go through
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Financial suffering – she spent all she had
Her situation is completely hopeless. She has no money, no family, no community, no job, no neighbor, she is not healthy, lost her beauty as a woman. There was absolutely nothing she could have done. There was no way out. Think about it, she has been sick for 12 years, don’t you think you tried whatever she could do to make her feel better? She is completely hopeless.
We often feel the same way. We try everything we can do to make things better, but nothing seems to work. We are concerned about our residential status in America, we have tried many different business items, but all failed. Our job does not seem to make things better. We have to work to support our family even if my health is not well. We must face people when our relationship is not good. We are living in desperation, fear, and sorrow. We want to live in hope and joy.
In the midst of all this, she hears news. She hears about Jesus. She heard that He could heal people, He can drive out demons, He can feed thousands. He is the Messiah that we’ve been waiting for! Not only that but He is passing by our town today. It was the opportunity of a lifetime. So, with courage, she goes among the crowd. She is not supposed to because she is an unclean person; people will stone her to death. However, she takes bold action. That is how desperate she was.
Then He asks, “Who touched me?” There were hundreds of people bumping into each other, but Jesus knew the one who touched Him in desperation. Then Jesus tells the woman, “My daughter, your faith has saved you, go in peace.” She was not saved because she touched Jesus, but she was saved because of her faith. Jesus saw her faith. Jesus saw her desperation and faith and saved her. We must stop dwelling in our misfortune and seek Jesus in faith. He is our Healer and our Savior. This is faith. Do you not have faith? Then seek! Ask! Until when will you live the way, you are living? When we come before Jesus in faith, He will give us hope, peace, and joy. People have labeled her as uncleaned, but Jesus calls her “my daughter.” This is the love of Jesus Christ, and this is His comfort.
In verse thirty-four, Jesus said, “Go in peace.” And if we elaborate this is Greek, it means “Go as a person who has been reconciled to the original relationship with God.” We are hopeless because we lost the relationship with God. If our life is not related to God, then we are hopeless. Brothers and sisters, seek hope with bold faith, enjoy the hope and peace in God! He will save you. He will solve all our problems! He will heal you! He will lead you to the glorious way of His cross. Go in peace. Let us pray.
PASTORAL COLUMN
“How did you get admitted into the hospital?”
Once a week I visit the hospital inside the prison, and I often ask the prisoners this question. In Washington state there is 11 correction centers. From the 11, two of those are in the women’s prison, and one is a residential facility. And from those 11 correction center, Monroe is the only correction center with dailysis. So sometimes prisoners are transferred here from other correctional facilities. So I usually ask them what correction facility they came from and if they came because they are sick.
“I tripped and hurt my chin” said the prisoner, I asked the question too. I thought he fell while walking. But then the prisoner asked a question, “How long have you worked in the prison?” I replied, “A little less than a year.” Then the prisoner started to laugh and told me the meaning of “tripped”. In prison if you said someone tripped, it didn’t mean they actually tripped, instead it meant someone attacked them. All this time I saw many prison hospital patients, and when they said they “tripped” and got hurt I thought they actually tripped! But after hearing this I finally understood what they were saying. 2 weeks ago a prisoner told me they hurt there head because they tripped and fell, and I believed that they actually physically tripped. The guy was a member of a criminal organization and said he got into an argument with another member of the organization. However, he said that while he was exercising in the yard, members of the opposing gang suddenly attacked him, causing his head injury. And then he started to cry explaining he wanted to get out of the gang. Once you go in a gang you can’t get out. If one does try to get out of their gang, the other gang members will kill them. In prison there are gangs too, so some have to live with fear, never knowing when they’ll die. Not only that but also the outside gang members also find family members to bother.
After hearing this I realized how firm there gang was. It was made easy to join but very hard to get out of. Because if not like that, the gang wouldn’t stay together. They force people to risk their lives for their evil deeds through strong regulations. In order to not do evil deeds, one had to risk their life.
I wanted to help this prisoner to get out of the gang. So I asked a different person who got out of a prison gang. “How did you get out of the gang? Did you not get death threats?” Then he answered, “I run away all the time. My cousins help protect me.” I felt very despair. You couldn’t be free rom the gang, except death. Fortunately both prisoners were thinking of leaving the gang after meeting Jesus.
Are we free from evil? Satan uses various methods to trap us in the stronghold of evil. Sometimes through illness, or through economic difficulties, or sometimes through pleasure… so I started to think. Am I really free from evil? If I didn’t meet Jesus I would’ve never been free from evil.